Picpoetry: unedited mobile photography and rapidly, almost automatic unedited poetic prose writing, ideally on the spot in order to capture the atmospherics of the specific time and space. I upload all my picpoetry on Instagram under the name picpoet – one of the oldest poets of Instagram combining visual and poetic prose. Picpoetry is a method I invented in 2009 in order to explore an ontology of presence without falling into the standard trappings of visual and textual phenomenology. There have been two waves of picpoetry. The first one, with about 600 picpoems, ended in July 2013 were all except for the very last picpoem were ceremoniously deleted for picpoet’s suicide. The second one, since 2014 and still ongoing, counts more than 1000 picpoems and can be found below and on Instagram.
PICPOETRY
Mother presence, she wanted you to float away, on the wing of her blowing embraces, those flying kiss kiss that always ended up landing softly on your cheek. On the day we didn’t meet, the sky poured its gold into the pond. I don’t think you knew what to do with it, so you just let the garden drink from it. Starfish memory spreading like an umbrella on the skybed, you are all connected, a voice booms before the call ends. The light, the studio, the surface, the waiting, the drying, the piling, the dust, the odour, the water inside all curves and valleys. Of that time, when water was without waves, no memory. Just bottles that sucked it all in, smooth heavy liquid of an untarnished sometime. Evening. And the inside spills out, frenzied glacier that paralyses the city. Evening. And the outside licks the glazing off our windows. The memory of your shade, white this time, no longer pure, not yours, white till the end of white, it always comes. Tessellated planet, its surface cracked by gravity, so how did we fail to see the steps? Long before human skin was stretched on them to dry, steps were carved, resting places for winds, hunting grounds for plants. Here is the difference now: we have... Your dream, our dream, of perpetual flow, there it ends, here it ends, your feet plunged in the green, waddled through it as if it were another country, mirrors!, you exclaimed, mirrors everywhere! but no, no mirrors, just frames that square up the ... We are ready to fall. The light, cradle of square tenderness, will catch us again. mid-flight she knew, I am more than the sum of my parts, but mid-life she started collecting all her little parts, I am nothing more than my breaths never taken and my trips never completed from deep within our shoulders, the wings we gave our lives for, rose and folded around us, flooded us, filled our mouths with sorrow Oh my love, this night was never meant for us. It opens up elsewhere, on the dark side of a different planet, waiting for another dawn to kill it. This night is not our night. @oms_rocha and my collab work is out and can be purchased at super accessible prices. We would love to see them live in new homes. Please check my site andreaspm.com/show/poetry-duality/ and contact me for prices - all proceeds support struggling ... Never a form, never the outside, but flooding whatever there is, here is that flesh, irreducible, ready to leap off into the shapelessness of breath. Five of me were waiting behind me, a queue on springs shaking with a foretaste of life in their half-open lips, I could rest now, this bed, your body, our past, that late afternoon in that house by the sea, could be relived. shimmering waterless lake spreading fast across our dreams, flood again flood, but your voice framed it, made it a reservoir of slashes, your voice a dam stopping our dreams from bleeding. Teach me the ends of your hand, after this syllable, this mute promise of a sentence, never uttered. Seamstress of my full stops. don’t ignore these round rusty handles, pores of a skin stretched across birth times and death sighs, levers opening to those worlds your body really inhabits now, geographical desires so intense that axes turn the other way while you breathe in ... I give you all the halves that I am. We were waiting for the dawn, our night covers thinned out by the footfall of the ones who no longer waited, but we stayed on, our hands grabbing the horizon as if it would hold us up, our eyes glued to the point, but the point shifted and any light ... I never got to know you but I’ve always bathed in your circles, we shared that surface where our lives and our screens were contiguous, a common skin wrapped around our uncommon bodies Three times sliding down, laughing skin on the morning’s shine, and the steel warms up, becomes rosy sky, lake reflecting our breaths NEVER BEEN WHOLE Steps down, or was it up, every one a day in the life, little flames on my toes remind me how at night the air becomes a womb of light, and we walk. Collab with @sylviebacquet dr extraordinaire takes pix - happy Hanukkah Wasn’t what you said water? In my ear, what you said, water words whispering water worlds? Water was womb, you said, water was wonder, yes I heard this, water was wave, yes yes, but water was wound? Did you say that? Water was wound? There was no end in the rooms, corridors of her life, raging tides and lulling lakes sitting down with her every evening at dinner, a light left on by someone, not her, a signal from another life: she felt warm. Shaft, moat, barrier and then walk out. Fall, Swim, Jump and then walk out. Leave behind, Cleanse, Move on and then walk out. Or Collapse, Drown, Crash. And then you will still walk out. That evening, when the fires of the weather were already eating up our waiting, two suns appeared, lying next to each other in a syzygy of promise. We reached out for each other’s hand. His gods never get too ancient, never enough to be finally forgotten, never enough to die the death they merit, not of heroes but of histrionic hyenas that spent their nights scavenging for fanning zombies. There is always round Prepping the preparation for the prepping of the canvas. Working with the colour gold in whatever form, gold leaf or acrylic or gouache as it’s here, does something to my mood, it unfolds it and makes it blossom in a way that only green does. The round rectangular, pulled and pushed aeons of unrequited attraction, etiolated turns and burnt inclinations, you can hold it in your palm or it can hold you in its belly. Are we there yet, drowned hush, are we there yet, dad is driving, are we there yet, mum is sleeping, are we there yet, this water is flooding my eyes You showed me / where the light goes / when the world curves inside. Follow this to the end, I am waiting He was about to bring this little thing out, tiny thing, no one would see really, the tremor of insignificance, a whisper maybe, but with force of gravity barely keeping it together - why else was the world holding its breath? touch in and the circle opens These maps, we always thought we navigated, are they mere marks on our hands? And are they ladders, streams to cosmic anarchy where ships float overhead and blood pools in the core of the planet. inside outside, no skin shivers between, these clouds have never been there, just here for all their cumulus breath #lockdown Sit tight, palms under your thighs, your eyes to the sun couching on the other side of the world, it is the season’s end slow and frictionless, and listen: the turning of other planets is like the breath of a hidden mother. That river of tenderness towards the rainy day, and the day that’s about to end, I’ve always felt it whenever they opened the door, neighbours or angels, picking up the new day from their doorstep as if it were a gift. In the beginning there was no colour. Then the first rain fell, and sheets of colour opened up to the light. Now, forms can finally depart. No spot to watch the past go by. All skins rushed to the future. And whoever turns their head, cities crumble like sunken salt ships. Covid self-spoiling: the pleasure of ordering these made to measure unique pieces from one’s favourite Brazilian designer @halartetextil pic by Elias Avramidis All the depth we’ve known just floated up the mirror. Wrinkles and fathoms measure the time to the beginning. But my surface is always other. There is a land where skins are smoothened up like undelivered caresses. She heard her mother calling her, or maybe her father, it didn’t matter, she became small and her mouth was covered by a layer of winter skin. There was the axis. As she turned her face, she saw the cities regressing to the mud of a savage calling. He’s always ready, his body tightly packed in boxes of all sizes, his friendships wrapped in wool, his fears bundled along the plastic flowers. He keeps them in the ready in case they ring the bell. This blue is everywhere. Borderless yet finite. Abyssal yet flat. Blue yet actually green. This blue is every moment. Your hand a cupola of water / underneath these fingers I have learned to grow / seaweed and anemones sprouting from the air in my lungs / breaking the surface and reaching for your face. He could hear those slurping sounds underneath his feet. He saw the bottom busy with life, mermaids and future, broken gondolas and mended spirits, all swimming in a soup without past. He took the straw gingerly and started sucking too, sweet juice ... A bellybutton to lick, a grape to suck, a mother to hug, a face to caress, a glass to hold, a planet to listen to, a balloon to release, a moon face to sleep with. Never has been the round more luminous. Don’t you ever dare represent me. Or anything. Or anyone. And shut that window now. #aresenaleinstituteforpoliticsofrepresentation Sinking Islands VII: Black Atlantis II, egg tempera, acrylic and gold leaf on oak gondola pieces with discarded Murano glass, 2020 (detail). When the pattern finds you after you’ve created. The Murano pieces match this sinking island perfectly, to the colour hue and the pattern. Yet I made this island months ago, and I only just found the glass piece. Invitations to cross, slidings into different becomings. Heavenly nuptials, promises of otherness. Doesn’t always work. Mostly doesn’t. There is no other side. There are only passages. Your green is blue. Your piss is blue. Your sleep is blue. Your blood is blue. Your tear is blue. Your spit is blue. Your colour is mine. You could have lost it here, on that corner, at that turn of the evening towards another sigh of the world. Instead you let it go without thinking, stupidly, like a drip of saliva out of a mute singer’s mouth. A light that became water, just like all light and all darkness, water they become, the water where you deposit your traumas, those that last night screamed like vast seeping wounds hanging from the face of the planet, are the ones that tomorrow lap ... He sat by the beach and waited for the band. Night fell, a breeze lifted the jackets off the seats, angular couples started dancing but the band never showed up. It was the last day of a summer that never showed up. Polyptych, Sinking Islands VI: Black Atlantis, egg tempera, acrylic and gold leaf on oak gondola pieces with Murano glass pieces, 2020 On your knees. Tell me your secrets. I am here to protect you. Your secrets aren’t safe with me. Dig deep. I collect souls, skins and stellar storms. I give generously punishment and perishable futures. Look how good I look. And a little tempera landed on his foot. It will stay there all afternoon, a reminder of how waves crash on coasts of flesh. A set of six, all aflame with the world around them, all aboil with the potion inside them. They will never belong to this cupboard. Made to fly like saucers in the dusk. Tonight, 19:15 British Time, an opera I co-authored is shown online, part of the @teteateteopera festival 2020. A Beckett-meets-Bergmann whisper from a future where time is illegal. Two bodies struggling to contain their immobility and their desire ... The summer of the end of verticality. The end of the summer. The verticality of the end. The summer of combinations. Dropped, heavy with loneliness, pulsating with waiting, what happens to space when no body meets an other body, but if you roast me and feast on me, my loneliness will line your stomach like love. Why don’t you take a seat? It’ll be soft and earthy, it’ll be deep and moist, it’ll be bird-sung and peacock-shaded, it’ll have rivers of essence and islands of frivolity around it, it’ll be you at your best and you as other. You’ll be ... Our time has always been flooded. Even when the water was running underneath the ground we all stepped in false security. Our streets have always been bridges. Our buildings have always been ships. And our cities have always been sinking. That door is not a boundary. That curtain does not disconnect. That view isn’t outside. Those letters aren’t on the limit. That hand isn’t inside. That fear isn’t outside. That desire isn’t here. Or there. He filled my box with waves, wind and water. Just before shutting me in, lid ajar, he threw in some endings, good, bad and repeating. He then let the lid fall with a thud and I started living. He must have shaken the box well because I no longer know... One of my bodies is just born. One of my bodies is digital. One of my bodies is a sex-worker. One of my bodies is green. One of my bodies needs no breath. One of my bodies has never sat. One of my bodies is not one of my bodies. One of my bodies is ... She piled up bodies on the canvas, one on top of the other, layer cake of parallel existences, paintings never made, colours never achieved, lives never lived. And she started climbing on it, hesitant steps on shaky layers. Her horizon was finally ... We all tried but it couldn’t be hidden. Years later, we even started pushing it all in the open. A fierce pride took the place of our shame. The only difficult moment was breakfast time. No one was looking. Even the gods were asleep. A trace was left on the wall, just where his breath yellowed the white. Someone will eventually clean this. But not today. We were inviting the water in every morning. Some days it would rush in and make a mess of the breakfast table. Others, it would seep in softly and puppy play with our toes. And there were some days when it would become air and enter our bodies like ... Όχι κάθε μέρα. Αλλά κάποιες μέρες, το βγάζει από την ντουλάπα κ το φοράει σαν άρωμα μέσα στο σπίτι. Πηγαινοέρχεται στα ... She pushed the sofa against the door and shut herself in. Something about the outside felt too draughty. After a few days, she forgot where she was. So she started dressing up and pretending she was in various cities of her past, walking down streets... We saw the last map burning on the top of a mountain. It was easy to find our way down from there. But flatness is less forgiving. Now, between the sinews and veins of our hands, we’ll find the blue dot. No direction, just a thesis.
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Acrylic and gold metallic paint on canvas, 91x91cm, 2021 (in progress)
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Sinking City X, Sinking City series, Acrylic and gold metallic paint on canvas, 90x90cm,
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#duality #collab with @oms_rocha
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Acrylic and Sumi Ink on paper, 76x57cm, collab with @oms_rocha
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@oms_rocha collab #circles double light poetry
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Collaboration with @oms_rocha #circles #duality double light #poetry
Follow this, I am waiting for the end.
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Collab #circles artwork by @oms_rocha double light poetry by @picpoet
what you desire is in
what you fear
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@oms_rocha here we go, a new #circles #collab playing with circles lines depth and poetry